Hey doctor, i'm certifiable.

oh hey do you like the outfit i threw together while waiting for...

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:23:03 -0500

oh hey do you like the outfit i threw together while waiting for my brother? i love my new dress :)

playkonstantine: mynameiscasanova: (via mmmollyyy)

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:08:26 -0500

playkonstantine:

mynameiscasanova:

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ithinkimturningjapanese: laurenkate: garthalgar:loserpants:rang...

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:00:40 -0500

ithinkimturningjapanese:

laurenkate:

garthalgar:loserpants:ranga-sauce:lauraface:tiresome:confettiandballoons:loveyourchaos:newyearskiss:
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tl;dr

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 03:25:35 -0500

ahomeboyslife:

“It’s like I have a loaded gun in my mouth and my finger’s on the trigger, and I like the taste of the gunmetal.” robert downey jr.

for what feels like forever fall out boy has been my therapy. i dont know what it was before that. but it was a part of everything i felt. i know i might not have smiled or talked at meet and greets from time to time. sometimes we had flown in at 5 am or i was sick or had something going on. sometimes i felt shy. sometimes just a bit off. most times i assume people dislike me when i meet them so i dont really talk a whole lot. but every single night on that stage is where i left everything that was twisted up inside my stomach. every single wish. everything. all of the big blackness poured out in sweat, words, screams. and i have to admit i let the fame bug crawl inside me and turn me into mr. hyde for a minute. but i was off of that a long time before anyone thinks i was- in fact all of “ioh” is about being off of it. unfortunately it is something like pandoras box and once you open it- it cant be shut again. and i wish it could more than anybody. if you are a fan of mine please dont vote for me in those stupid polls or anything that doesnt have to do with something i feel passionate about. even that being said. even pretty much going out every night thinking the whole front row of the audience hated me. it felt like going from hulk hogan to sid justice, or whatever his name was. but it still was therapy. and i felt a connection. i felt like a real human. im not the greatest one on one. actually i am probably one of the worst. i dont like to talk or at least i keep whatever i am thinking bottled up. i guess this is me saying thank you for giving that to me. i dont think i can say it enough.

without it now i feel like i am unravelling. and i the reason for the robert downey jr. quote is ive read in interviews that he turned to physical activities and martial arts as a form of therapy. and i guess thats where i get my therapy now that fob is gone. i get it from running and yoga. its bringing me to a better place in my head. no real reason to write this- except to say: you guys were real. you guys are real. pretty rare these days.

<3333

If i have to deal with my family’s bullshit any longer, i’m going to put a bullet in my...

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 20:32:15 -0500

If i have to deal with my family’s bullshit any longer, i’m going to put a bullet in my head.

I just want to be left alone.

digitalbath: (via geneticmutations)

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 18:50:37 -0500

digitalbath:

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I cannot explain how much I hate my family right now. Holy shit. I really actually wish I could have...

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 04:28:44 -0500

I cannot explain how much I hate my family right now. Holy shit. I really actually wish I could have nothing more to do with them ever again. They make me hate myself as well. Uh i just want to run far away and never come back.

melodiesintheair: portionsforfoxes: tryingtofindthewords: (via...

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 09:39:25 -0500

melodiesintheair:

portionsforfoxes:

tryingtofindthewords:

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sa;fdslk :D

omg, the cute. i cant take it.

:’)

Sup i met Ashlee Simpson-Wentz tonight :DD She was SO SO good in...

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 00:29:09 -0500

Sup i met Ashlee Simpson-Wentz tonight :DD She was SO SO good in Chicago holy shit. And omg she is so pretty in person i was like :O She’s so nice as well ah! :D

i’m 20 years old and i still have no idea who i am.

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 00:13:52 -0500

i’m 20 years old and i still have no idea who i am.

why does getting everything i want always make me miserable? i don’t understand myself. why am...

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 00:05:44 -0500

why does getting everything i want always make me miserable? i don’t understand myself. why am i such an ungrateful bitch, what the hell else do i want. what am i even looking for in life. in everything. god i hate myself sometimes.

coloroutsidethelines: This is our street right now. At...

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 10:09:00 -0500

coloroutsidethelines:

This is our street right now. At 8:15am.

It’s snowed all night. It’s actually really peaceful. I don’t mind when the snow is like this. It’s when it drops to the negatives and you get wind chill that it becomes painful.

I am so jealous. It’s now snowing in the city at all, in fact it’s getting warmer bah :(

charmyourwayout: corpsefucker: New York, New York - Frank...

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:48:36 -0500

charmyourwayout:

corpsefucker:

New York, New York - Frank Sinatra

I paint my nails weird colours. Christmassy though!

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:07:25 -0500

I paint my nails weird colours. Christmassy though!

Hellooo I’m in NYC :DDD I’ve already been hit on 5...

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 14:42:00 -0500

Hellooo I’m in NYC :DDD

I’ve already been hit on 5 times and gotten wasted the first night! Oh i love and missed this city <3

favourite part of travelling: putting stuff in cute little...

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:18:25 -0500

favourite part of travelling: putting stuff in cute little bottles! :D

Agenda for tonight:

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 13:58:50 -0500

pack pack pack
organise shit
submit essay (dear god im fucked if i forget)
file/paint nails
other shit i’ve already forgotten
try and get like an hour’s sleep and wake up at 4 to go to the airport whoooo

danastump: stfuhannah: Hayley and her little sister! Omg how...

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 19:06:57 -0500

danastump:

stfuhannah:

Hayley and her little sister!

Omg how cute.

awwwh

Look what i came home to :) I just looked through it all and...

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 18:31:06 -0500

Look what i came home to :)

I just looked through it all and realised how much i miss them being there, right in front of me singing the songs that make my heart swell (and burst ;). I read through the bnd cd booklet and cried. I refused to listen to “From now on we are enemies” until i had the cd, so i listened to that for the first time and got that feeling deep down that i’ve never been able to put into words. It happens with every new song, with every word, with every smile. I love this band so fucking much. Words will never be able to express how much they mean to me. They truly have my heart forever and ever. <3

“If we changed or saved your life, understand you did the same for us.”

"By broad range, do you mean emo and disney?"

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 11:55:29 -0500

“By broad range, do you mean emo and disney?”

- Joe, talking about my music tastes